Having identified my condition, I am looking for ways to fight this. The one song per day seems to be helping me focus on and experience music again, if only for 3 to 6 minutes a day. But I am still bombarded with inputs that are mostly of poor quality and substance.
To help myself identify the things that are actually quality, I've created another blog: savorthesethings.blogspot.com. I hope to add things here that I have experienced and that are fully worth every moment. It may be a paragraph, a video, a song, a food recommendation, an idea.
And there's a catch. The blog will only display 3 entries at a time. When the 4th is posted, the first will roll of the page with no link to the archives. I hope this helps you fully engage with the content that is there without moving into a consumption state of mind.
I hope I find that blog becomes easier to add things to in the future.
Consumption that has become irritated, swollen, and painful
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Hi. My name is Mark.
I have become a “consumer” and I don’t like it. Not a consumer in the “Economics. a person or organization that uses a commodity or service” sense of the word. No. I’ve become a consumer as in “a person or thing that consumes” sense of the word. (And consume is not a verb with a very positive connotation.)
I spend hours of my day feeding on mostly useless crap. Internet stories that are irrelevant within 6 hours. TV shows that are poorly written, predictable, and THAT I’VE ALREADY SEEN….twice. I check out reviews on gadgets I really don’t need or really want all that bad. I shove food into my face without even thinking about where it’s from and what it’s actually made of. I keep up with industry “experts”, many of which are just making things up as they go along like the rest of us. I watch every minute of a football playoff blowout just because “it’s the playoffs.”
Even the things that aren’t crap I approach with my consumerist attitude. The books I pick up (and I believe I pick up some good books) are quickly devoured in order to move onto the next. The music I find is quickly listened to until it’s worn out. The music I want to learn is just another checkbox to hammer out. Even church is just a video a stream away for me.
Don’t get me wrong. This is not an everyday, every minute kind of thing. I have moments (even hours) where I am focusing, enjoying, savoring, fully experiencing the things around me. But left to my own devices, I slide into consumption easier than…well just really easily. In fact, I’d be hard pressed to find a full 24 hours where I was fully experiencing each hour.
So…yeah…that sucks. My name is Mark and I’m a consumer. Welcome to Consumers Anonymous.
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(Ok a quick google search shows that there are “real” Consumers Anonymous groups. For clarification, this is not one of those.)